Since my childhood, I consistently encountered challenges in forming friendships, often feeling like an unnoticed and overlooked individual. In an attempt to avoid rejection, I meticulously crafted a persona of perfection, aiming to be a kind and helpful person. Despite these efforts, I found myself being taken advantage of and ultimately left alone.

Entering btech college, I anticipated a positive shift, and initially, everything seemed ideal. However, conflicts arose with my classmates, particularly when they engaged in gossip behind one another’s backs, a behavior I disapproved of.

Acknowledging my own imperfections and disdain for certain behaviors, I reached a point where I felt excluded from any social circles. The overwhelming sense of disconnection intensified, leading me to dine alone, with no one seemingly acknowledging my existence. This experience was profoundly disheartening, prompting me to recognize the distinction between loneliness, a painfully distressing state, and being alone, a more serene solitude.

Following persistent efforts, I eventually found solace in two classmates. While not my closest friends, they engaged in meaningful conversations, providing a non-judgmental space for me to express myself. Their impact on my life has been transformative, significantly improving my mood and helping me navigate the challenges of college.

This post serves as a heartfelt expression of gratitude to these two individuals who made an invaluable difference in my life. I can never thank them enough for bringing laughter, visibility, and genuine connection into my college experience.

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